Lost In The Grind

She seemed dressed in all of me,
stretched across my shame.
All the torments and the pain,
leak through and covered me.
I’d do anything to have her to myself,
just to have her for myself.
Now I don’t know what to do,
I don’t know what to do
When she makes me sad.

She is everything to me, the unrequited dream,
the song that no one sings, the unattainable.
She’s a myth that I have to believe in,
all I need to make it real is one more reason.

I don’t know what to do,
I don’t know what to do
When she makes me sad.

But I won’t let this build up inside of me,
I won’t let this build up inside of me,
I won’t let this build up inside of me,
I won’t let this build up inside of me.

A catch in my throat,
Choke,
Torn into pieces,
I won’t,
no,
I don’t want to be this,
But I won’t let this build up inside of me,
I won’t let this build up inside of me,
I won’t let this build up inside of me,
I won’t let this build up inside of me.

She isn’t real,
I can’t make her real.
She isn’t real,
I can’t make her real.

I regretfully share with you here today one of George’s best…thanks for all the good times.  The world was blessed to have you in it…

Rest In Peace

Enjoy the video, if you are easily offended don’t press play, then again, if you are easily offended you probably shouldn’t be reading this website in the first place, so go ahead and press play and be offended.

Well, lo and behold, after everything I have been trying to figure out the problem it all came down to one bad stick of RAM…I know now that I should have downloaded and ran memtest from the very beginning…but like the old saying goes, you live and learn…so luckily I have four- 1gb sticks in the machine, so while I wait for cyberpowerpc to send me a replacement stick I will still be good to go…

I am just glad this is all resolved, and without one single phone call to the dreaded tech support line.  Look forward to some updates soon, I am installing Lord of the Rings Online once again…I am going to try it out for a month to see if I enjoy playing it again.

If anything I can take some nice screenshots to share here with you all.